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I was sitting in my cold Civic in the southbound lane of the Gardiner at 6:15 p.m., rain slashing the windshield, thinking about a crib that still wasn't at my apartment. I had been on hold with customer service for 28 minutes, my shoes half muddy from a walk through Leslieville earlier, and the delivery tracker still said "scheduled" like nothing had happened. The whole thing felt absurd, like I was waiting for a friend who forgot we made plans. The weirdest part of the

I was hunched over the passenger seat of my car in a filthy Bloor West parking lot, rain spitting on the windshield, staring at a crib catalog like it was a final exam. My phone said 4:17 p.m., the streetcar bell clanged somewhere in the distance, and I had an appointment at 4:30 at Baby & Kids Furniture Warehouse Toronto that I almost canceled because the idea of making a wrong choice was suddenly terrifying. Why terrifying? Because this was not just about a pretty piec

I was hunched over the half-built crib at 2:13 pm, sweat on my upper lip even though the day had been rainy and 10 degrees, and the IKEA Allen key felt like a medieval torture device. The baby monitor box sat unopened on the kitchen counter. Outside, a TTC bus sighed to a stop and someone two floors down was arguing in Polish, loud and earnest. I remember thinking, of all the things I expected from becoming a parent, dismantling and reassembling furniture in a tiny Leslievi

I was hunched over a pile of wood samples on the floor of the showroom, the fluorescent lights making the pale maple look almost clinical, while outside it was pouring rain and College Street traffic was doing its usual crawl. My umbrella had given up at 2:15 p.m., which I only noticed when a salesman handed me a coffee and said, "Rough day?" I laughed because what else was there to do — the stroller fit test was scheduled for 3:00, and I still hadn't decided on a dresser.

We were stuck at the lights on Bloor, the windshield half-fogged from the sudden rain, and the delivery guy on the phone kept saying "an hour, maybe two" like it was a suggestion rather than a plan. I had already circled Baby & Kids Furniture Warehouse Toronto twice, because the GPS kept rerouting me through a construction detour. I remember thinking, out loud, "Okay, this is happening today whether the universe agrees or not." The weirdest part of the morning I arrived

I was hunched over the back seat of my car, rain still dripping off the windshield, rifling through a crumpled receipt while the radio chattered about some Leafs trade I did not care about. It was 5:12 p.m., the Gardiner crawl was as predictable as ever, and my arms smelled faintly of wood polish and baby soap. I had just lugged two boxes and a crib mattress up three flights of stairs in the east end, and for a minute I thought, why did I agree to do this on a Tuesday after

I was squinting through rainy windshield streaks on the Gardiner, stalled in that 4:30pm crawl, mentally arranging where the glider would go in the nursery. I had a croissant in one hand, the printed receipt from Baby & Kids Furniture Warehouse Toronto in the other, and a very loud toddler in the backseat who had decided that the car was the only acceptable arena for full-body giggles. It felt like a scene from a sitcom until I realized I had forgotten to measure the doorwa

I was hunched over my steering wheel at 7:42 p.m., parked under a flickering streetlight on Queen West, scrolling through a Craigslist message thread that smelled faintly of regret. The seller had said the crib was "solid wood, no stains" and then sent a photo that showed one slat with a hairline crack and what looked like dried paint chips. The bus behind me honked twice, the cold air smelled like bus exhaust and hot pretzels, and I realized I had spent the last hour balan